“To work with the darkest part instead of playing with the light …”

Ramón !! I want to give you my testimonial of the event that took place this past weekend in Monterrey, Mexico.

(Ramón is in charge of the retreat organised by Ayahuasca International)


There is a moment in earthly life, either by accord or by fortune that you remember who you are, where you come from, and what you are doing here, in this plane.

One constantly seeks his own enlightening, his expansion, because you always have the intuition that there is something else, that you are being part of a great prank or deceit by life itself.

In a moment of your life it so happens that you face the unveiling of the deceit that for a long time protected you and served its purpose, but that must no longer be sustained.

Different kinds of energy have worked along with mother earth for that to happen, they realised that if everyone does his job separately it will be impossible to take mother earth towards its evolution, so enough already with the fear and deceit, in the experience you realise that you live in a total paradox, so to become enlightened you must work your darkest part instead of playing with the light.

I am saying that the experience I had with you, with Ennio, with Zuro and all the other participants, has been the most profound, transforming, challenging and intense experience of my life, and up until that moment I felt that I had lived sufficiently in intensity and time. It even surpassed the experience of being a father.

I believe that from now on I live without the protecting veil, I have generated great responsibility within me and with the transformation of the world, because once you have this power it is very easy to abuse it or forget that I have chosen love, I must constantly make choices and I must always be conscious that I have chosen to take them from love, as it is the only thing that saves you and nourishes you.

In this moment I know that this words I am writing to myself “IT WAS ALWAYS ME”

The post-retreat process is complicated, because you must adapt to a new reality and that takes time, but nothing that cannot be managed.

Together we can make this happen

A hug, brother!!



Ayahuasca International holds Inner Evolution retreats with therapeutic use of Ayahuasca in several countries in Europe. Click the links for specific information on each retreat.


Marbella, March 15 to 19

Cologne, March 16 to 19

Switzerland, March 16 to 19

Vienna, March 16 to 19

Tenerife, March 16 to 19

Barcelona, March 22 to 26

Berlin, March 23 to 26

Mallorca, March 23 to 26

Madrid, March 23 to 27

Marbella, March 29 to April 2

Munich, March 30 to April 2

Salzburg, March 30 to April 2

Sweden, March 30 to April 2

Hanover, April 6 to 9

Estonia, April 6 to 9

Switzerland, April 6 to 9

Berlin, April 13 to 16

Vienna, April 13 to 16

Eindhoven – Netherlands, April 13 to 16

Tenerife, April 13 to 16

Marbella, April 13 to 18


Click here for a complete listing of  information of all the 2017 Ayahuasca International Retreats Calendar. It includes subsequent links to information, prices and booking procedure for each retreat.

For bookings or to request any further information call to +49 (0) 171 987 6655 (also available by whatsapp) or write to [email protected] 

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