A REFLECTION ON HOW TRANSFORMATIVE AN IMPORTANT EVENT IS IN OUR LIFE, AND ON NOT BEING ABLE TO DESCRIBE IT.
Something monumental has happened deep inside of me…
Today, August 10th 2017, I turn 57 years old and I feel the need to share an intimate text with readers.
When I started with this Inner Evolution project, I wasn’t aware of what would come, of all the extreme, apparently negative or positive situations that would manifest. It was like setting off on a crazy journey in which I would end up experiencing the best and worst things in my life, all within a few years.
Little by little, I realized that I was part of a big mess from which I could not escape. Rather I would have to get through it and in doing so I had to trust, accept, be grateful and integrate everything that was happening to me in my heart. And a lot did happen… I met the woman I love, I went to jail, I had a daughter who is a spiritual master, I was attacked and judged, I received death threats, I lost all material possessions but gained infinite richness that would last many lifetimes. I had to leave everything behind in order to witness the arrival of all that my soul ever wanted. I went from a small session with ayahuasca 15 years ago in Colombia to directing a multinational organization that reaches thousands of people around the whole world, dedicated to Inner Evolution though the responsible and psychotherapeutic use of natural heterogeneous substances.
All this happened in just a few years, and I sense it was the result of opening myself up to what life had in store for me, of choosing to unconditionally to accept the inevitable.
I NOW UNDERSTAND THAT ACTUALLY NOTHING HAPPENED, BUT IN THE PROCESS I PERCEIVED THAT EVERYTHING HAD HAPPENED. UNDERSTANDING THAT GAVE ME A VITAL PERSONAL POWER.
Little by little I came to believe that I was doing something huge for other people, and that made me feel proud, boosted my ego and my sense of self-importance. However, it didn’t take long for me to realize that I was not doing anything huge for the world of for anyone, but that something huge was happening within me.
What happened within me is so colossal and impactful that I dedicate myself exclusively to sharing it in my permanent tour around the world.
If you want to know it, I can’t tell you; you can feel it, I can’t explain it; you can perceive it in my words or in my way of looking, I can’t express it; you can see and yearn for it, but I can’t do anything to make it happen for you. I can only inspire you so that you may open your heart for it. IT IS ASTONISHING, MAGICAL AND UNRECOGNIZABLE.
It is manifesting in this blog which now has almost 6 million readers; it is what happened in me, and what is happening in a lot of people all around the world.
Alberto José Varela
In a private post for all subscribers to the blog, I will be expanding on this text, sharing personal and transcendental experiences I have had, because they can help you begin to understand what is happening to you.